A few minutes after I got to work this morning the underwriter’s office called me and said I was finally good to close. My lawyer’s office called right after that and said it was set for Monday at 2, they just need to set a location and get back to me with the exact amounts I need for the closing… I am soooooo relieved and Excited.
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So all in all I was pretty useless at work today. I just want to rush through the weekend and get to Monday LOL.
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Tenacity. How much do I want the goals I set for myself? The years from 30 to 40 have been years when I finally developed some tenacity. I completed tasks that i had attempted to finish years ago. Some kind of minor (a driver’s license) some much more important (the college degree). Is it pathetic that it took so long for me to get there?
I think the biggest obstacle to developing tenacity for me was believing that the end result was worth the effort and agony. I am too easily stressed out when I don’t have 100% control over the situation and too often the end results don’t seem worth all the stress.
I’m getting better at it…
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I so desperately wanted to stay under the covers this morning. I wish someone could put me into a medically induced coma until this bank finally wraps up and says we can close. I’m so sick of waiting
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But I got my butt up and went to work, immediately got caught up on some stuff, did my time sheet timely for once and tried not to think about the house situation. I swear I’m going NUTS!!!!

The kiddo is off to another internship with the local theater group, I’m packing dishes, and puttering around online (obviously) such exciting lives we lead around here.
What we see is a reflection of who we are. This really goes well with yesterdays card. Connection. I don’t want to see myself reflected in others. I don’t recognize the positive reflection of myself and I don’t want to see the negative. It’s too hard to face the reality sometimes.
The things that most aggravate me in others reflect both the things I don’t WANT to be and the things I AM that embarrass and frustrate me. This reality explains a lot of my unwillingness to connect. It’s a big brick in that wall around myself.
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So people.. are you ready to get behind this administration? Will they do their business in the light of day as promised.. and will we truly demand it?
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